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2mrw i bk kampar lahh...hapi hapi..i hv gud nite sleep lu....jz now msn wif sis..she told me she saw him in pavillion....ENOUGH LAHH...HOW MANY TIMES I HEARD HIS NAME...i nid to let go this idiot...he is NO LONGER EXIST IN MY LIFE...MY life is jz...I WANT TO B HAPPY...I WANT..I WANT TO B CHEERFUL AHH....I WANT...ITS ENUF PAIN N SUFFER...IM SUFFOCATING IN PAIN.....WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?I CANT cry out loud..i cant tell ppl im sad...i cant tell my frenz im still holding him...gif me time lahh...im not an object....okok...!yo...he is no no no no no longer exist in MY LIFE.....U R OUT OF MY LIFE.....WAT BLOODLY SHIT U TOLD ME...LOVE ME?WATS LOVE?WATS MISS?OH TATS NOTHIN ANYMORE..........WATS DATING?HAHAAHAH COME ON....LOVE IS JZ U LOVE ME N I LOVE U... LOVE?IZIT TAT SIMPLE?WAU..U R TOO ADORABLE..WAKE UP MAN...there is NO LOVE IN DIS WORLD..LOVE IS JZ TEMPORARY,,...NO PERMANENT..Y LOVE?stop thinkin of guys lahh....stop thinkin of the person whom i crushed on....FINISHED!THEY dun even hv feelings towards me..wat for wasting my damn precious time thinkin of dem...they r useless...meaningless lahh..y not i play my own role.....study lahh....CAREENA U HAV TO STUDY TO GAIN WAT U WAN...ONLY EDUCATION CAN BRIN U TO GREATER HEIGHTS...I Sms him tot of calling him for movie...he said he nid to accompany his parents for dinner...ok fine..parents more important ..i understand...but pls dun tell me u will b by their side 4 the whole day rite?cant u jz cum out 4 a while?WATEVA LAHH...JZ XXXX lahh.....y nid to treat me like dis?Y EVERYTIME I TREAT PPL GUD..THEY TREAT ME BAD IN RETURN... YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?FREAK OUT LAHH...i GIF UP WIF ALL THESE STUPID STUFF.........SET ME FREE MANNNN