Monday, April 4, 2011

careena's sorrow

I met a dentist....he is special in my eyes, he might not be someone handsome but his intellectual strikes me...his intelligence attracts me to his attention...the way he speaks the way he portrays himself...i like it...yesterday i pray to God...I do hope I get a chance to get a lil close to him..but it seems in vain..I really duno whether Receive my request...i noe im not attractive to him..im just again another walk in customer...an ordinary one....knowing him and to get closer to him is totally diff story...i might not have aany chance from Sukhpal...he has a girlfriend...maybe..these few days i use to think of him...sumtimes do fun wen i imagine im his gf..imagine im holding his hands, hugging him seems great and awesome..being his gf, wat i feel is love and secure. adding him in my FB, maybe its sh wrong...but some ppl might say you can have him as ur fren first...afetr being frens..you will have further development....to know him, to get near him...wau its way harder than i think of...im not easily get attracted to guys..they hardly fall for me...maybe my personality, my attitude that shines among the amongs....im goin for intern..i will be saying goodbye...i will be telling myself only a dream...it will not come true..y not i tell myself, Careena, its only a dream, y not u tik him in ur dream hold him tight, hug him tight, imagine he is ur bf, walking on the street, telling him YOU ARE DIFF IN MY HEART. though its jz tat one day consultation, but i already missing you right now. i wont tell you i like you, you might be frightened, so leave it..again i get a FAIL in this paper....from far im looking at you, but closer, your shadow fades.duno wen i able to find someone i really love....maybe no...