wat love is?

looking up the ceiling...glaring here and there...started to wonder where m i!!!who m i???who m i to judge the meaning of love!!!love is that real?is that the existence of love?or izit jz an illusion???people might easily get entangled with love, but how do we get rid of it?to live a happy life, we hav to get rid of it.is alwiz easy to put in words but actionwise???speechless...human beings???i yet to forget him, i yet to love him less each day..but i do confirm one thing is he has already put me in a trashbin.but whta to say??what to express?I LOVE YOU....but imagine if oneday i do hav a bf, do I still able to throw him these three words..I LOVE YOU...love jz comes and go...what for saying these few words den...y not wait til its real only den we make these three words real...LOVE BREAKS MY HEART TREMENDOUSLY..im scared to be hurt again n again...