im alone...im all alone...

ladies are not as tough as what poeple think we are....I AM surfacely..but im lonely all times...no one noes ....actually a woman needs someone to love her..to care for her...to be by her side to pamper her at times...u can be weak by his side...but now he was no longer there...he is not there...i might be laughing..i might be smiling...but actually the smile doesnt make any sense to me...im alone....when can i truly forget him??when can i truly happy?when i truly be myself?i do not want anyone to hurt me anyone....its real hard for me to find sumwan whom i love...though i TRUST GOD that one day HE will grant me one...who is loyal and mature...who will be the one?when will he appear?when will be there for me each time i cry..each time i laugh..each time i nid sumwan to tok to...im alone...wat to do..life still need to go on..i still nid to stand up and work things out..i still nid to run out of this muddy pole...im a lady..im not a super duper lady....but anyway Careena will alwiz be tenacious...be sturdy,,,n be tough....but it seems today does not seem a good day to me...