Tuesday, August 11, 2009

im empty

my mind now is empty.....unconscious state....tedious helpless..i cant force myself to accomplish my tasks at one time...pronounced dead......im like a dead fish..i nid water n air to breathe.....help help help....can sumwan come to my rescue..........2nite billboard......2nite again mass media assign....2nite 2nite././i only have tat 24 hours...i wan sleep/.....i wan a peaceful dinner....i wan i DUNO WAT I WANT ...DAMN FUCK UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP..........DAMN LOT ASSIGNMENTS...NVR ENDING ASSIGN.,.....WAITING FOR ME.....WAT THE FUCK TO MHAV SUCH PILE UP IDIOTIC ASSIGN?DAMN FUCK UP......PLS LAHH.....UTAR WE R NOT ROBOTS...GIF US SUM BREATHING SPACE.....PLS LAHH.......YOOOOOOOOOOOOO///.......

Thursday, August 6, 2009

im insane

HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM DAMN FUCKING TIRED...A LOT OFS...EXAMSSSSS ASSIGNMENTSSSSSSSSS....EXAMS...ASSIGNMENTSSSSSS...EXAMSSS...YEA THIS IS MY LIFE.....I WANT TO SLEEP...I WANT TO EAT...I WANT TO LAUGH OUT REAL LOUD......IM DAMN RESTLESS NOW.......

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

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how to help myself?im scared...actually im cold now.....standing in th midst of the bewilderness....so cold.....so lonely....here is the place where im standing........HELP HELP HELP...call for help...but in vain......PLEASE PLEASE...I REALLY NID HELP.....IM SCARED IM SCARED.......I DUNO WAT TO SAY....ITS JZ SPEECHLESS...its jz restless...im falling....my tears like the torrential cascade downpour......come on......im a humanbeing.......careena Yeoh....u r not a hero..nor a robot......u r a normal human.....yesterday i dreamt my ex...i was totally down......i dun feel happy wen i reminisced the time we were together......love?everyday he is in my mind....but for him?the gurl whom is he is embracing now....no longer me.....is jz a dream......im no longer anyone...im alone....he is far....ya....HE IS FAR...me in him vanished.....it evaporated into the air....byeeeeee

help....im restless

these few wiks..im was totally like a dead fish...im truly n deeply tired....i cant find ways to unwind myself......i fall sick few times...ate panadols....gastric...ate gastric pills...now migraine...im truly stress this week...i really feel like killing myself....duno hu to tok to.....jz feel like crying...cry out loud...as loud as possible....a lot of assignments waiting for me to accomplish...its killing me...i barely able to breathe....this fri exam pulak.....where to seek help?where to call for rescue?careena u cant stop jz like tat...all ur efforts....all ur hardwork will be gone....thus u have to stand up,,..no matter how rocky the road is.,,,..after crying..u still .nid to move on.,..after the pain u have suffered u still have to move on.....there wont be fairy godmother...there wont be miracles...u r the one hu make miracles....how tired u r..no one will gona lend u a shoulder.....u Sick...go tik med...u pain..go seek ways to heal urself....u cry....use tissue to wipe away ur tears.....tired...go sleep.....hungry..go eat!this is life....hu r u gona wait?MOVE MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..RUN THE RACE......REACH THE VVVVV TOP......ACHIEVE UR GOAL......