believe...

dun u believe love at first sight....sum gurls thye might believe true love...but for me it doesnt really exist...maybe she has the chance to hav that v chance.I MISS OSCAR...this is my true words....evrytime wen i look into his facebook...i feel uneasy....again I FAIL ....IGNORE? .he thinks that he doesnt ignore me..but to me...YES...but can i do?wat u believe then?do u believe in guys promises?hahaah WAT THE FUCK,....DUN EVA TRUST THEIR WORDS...is ME who is the morone who trusted his words....NO MORE...Y I NID TO BE DECEIVED BY THEM...M I EASILY BEING DECEIVED BY PPL ESP MY FEEINGS...im a human being...im not a Robot...im not a machine...im a lady as well...wat u guys think?i cant bear this anymore...wen it comes to moments of silence ...i will start to think unnecessary stuff...I LOVE My ex..I miss Os...i thought i really can hav a person who cares for me....now...HAAHAHHAHA...NOTHIN...I GAIN NOTHIN...BUT A SENSE OF IGNORANCE...FROM HIM...WAT HAV I DONE WRONG..HAV I DONE SUMTHIN WHICH IRRITATES YOU?DID I?m i tat bad which scares you away?why i nid to beg you>..yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....y cant i hav a chance to say I MISS YOU....y cant i hav a chance to ask WAT HAPPEN TO YOU....WAT HAPPEN TO US BOTH...how i hope time can jz stagnant there....we can both in the room watch movie together....chat together...NOW NO MORE....y GOD gave me so many passer by....GOD my heart is in pain....DO U NOE THAT?I SAW my ex's gf....I saw Os FB...ENUF....................I CAN PRETEND NOTHIN HAPPEN....but pls consider that IM A HUMANBEING...im not an object...COME ON...i can smile laugh all the time...doesnt mean im happy all the time....is not easy to be happy but its easy to be a pretender.....do u believe?hhahah I BELIEVE.....

careena is fresh at this moment.....

moments of sadness seem to fade away....previous notes i hv had premonitions that i will be single for life ...but yesterday all of sudden....Mei mei had an intuition that i will get attached wen i step into the society...wau....at least at this v moment,,im happy...but now hav to go back n study japanese,,,...kinda stressssssssssss...but wat to do...u hav to study...move on with ur life by holding the book of JAPANESE...AIYOOOOOOOOOOO TERUK ...Y ON EARTH U HAV TO CHOOSE JAP...HAHAAHH TAMIL?terk betul...2day i bought a dress...it suits me well....pretty nice....the impeccable beauty in me shines....ahahah....self praise....wtf....anyway.....the world is rotating...our mind and soul is charging with the energy....haih....careena MOVE ON...