wats so hapi about?

shit i have three wiks holidays....gosh i have to face my lovely mum for three wiks...how i hope to jz hv three days holidays rather than three wiks..tats damn long....i dislike having long holidays unless i have sumthin more meaningful to do like travelling....but where can i go?i dun feel like goin anywhere..staying at home?NOPE...PENANG?NOPE....KL?NOPE....esp Pavillion///.....lagi teruk....all those sad memories jz floating by.....yesterday i had tea time wif kar mun n kenneth...he has given me several advices regarding BGF thingy....life seems to be drown in the cyber world..where relationship also in the trading ground where there is mutual benefits..wtf....is tat deemed as LOVE?no more.....y cant we treat love as something soothing...somethin cozy.....for me now..at this very moment...i feel love is jz sth very simple....well....wat it means?i duno how ppl think abt love?for me....its no longer like the olden days love..where there is true love...now....hahaha think about it ladies n gentlemen....men crave for SEX...women crave for WEALTH......i do hope i have sumwan hu can care for me........believe in HIM....HE shall bring u miracles......TRUST...THE ONLY PERSON WHOM I CAN TRUST....jz like to share one thing......do hope i can be a diplomat one day..its hard..but nth is ez in this world....I CAN DO IT.......THIS SEM CANT....WILL TRY THE NEX SEM....ENHANCE UR LEVEL OF LANGUAGE........U MUST....ITS A MUST....DUN EVA GIVE UP...im not born n bred in an affluent family ....where i can spend lavishly....but i believe one day i can have tat..have wat i want....CAREENA YEOH....nothing impossible