no mood

2day not in a gud mood...feel like dying....duno hu to tok to...feel like sleeping...feel like yelling......im restless....i hav ate this and that n yet still cant have a relief...duno wats in my mind....all i think now is I RESTLESS...if he is with me now....i believe i will be better..i miss my ex..everytime i miss him damn much...i miss him.....i feel like telling him...dear dear i no mood ahhh...can u come to me n hug me....can i msg u telling you i miss you.....dear ahh..these few days stress....tat internal implicit speechless stress is indeed unspeakable....unspeakable tension in me really makes me NO SMILE....happy?NO...feel like drinking till i can disgorge everything out from me....dear tell you what?i saw ur new profile picture in FB ahh...u r handsome...thumbs up for tat!keep it up..do hope u can take gud care of urself......take gud care of ur current gf........God bless ur carrier n ur family as well...love you everyday.....lov you