yes..its rite

m i a diplomatic person?m i look diplomatic?i duno..im jz an ordinary person...ya simple thinkin....its true..mellowin down myself to b as normal as possible...how easy to put in words?anyway in these few days...suddenly sumthin jz came into my mind...if u hav gud excellent results..u can really gain a chance to hav wat u wan to obtain..wat u yearn to obtain all these while....I WAN TO B A POLITICIAN ONE DAY...I MUST STUDY TO THE VVVVVVVVVVV BEST...TO GAIN WAT I WAN....CAREENA YEOH MUST ACHIEVE HER VISION N GOAL...NO MATTER HOW STORMY THE WEATHER IS...SHE WILL GRIN N BEAR IT TILL THE END...she wont flinch nor hide...she will stand up n go thru all odds....im not a weaker nor a loser but im the victor....i hav the strength tat GOD has given to me......CAREENA u mz go for wat u want...go n get it by ur own hands....speak wif wisdom n faith n u shall win the race..

finished....say bye..

bye to emcees....yea finally i hv accomplished my role s an emcee...relax yeah!2day's career talk was indeed a great talk ...though its kinda boring but was an interesting tok by both proficient speakers..one of dem is the Managing Director from Carlsberg in China...dun eva belittle him..he manages to handle 9000 ppl.....n he has 19 plants...the other speaker is the head of finance n business dep....both of their speeches did impress me...mayb due to their achievements n visions....my career?of cz in me i hv my plans for future....but things seem to b unpredictable....its like the breaking news..unanticipated incidents might jz burst out infront of us...all we can do now is to prepare ourselves wif more knowledge n informations...these r the things which can guarantee me in future...ya....in dis modern epoch..we ladies no longer b discriminated by men we shld gain respect from others..the men should respect us the LADIES...the government shld create a platform for women to perform in the upcomin events n developments in the country....esp in the political n economical fields...we r also the pillar for the country..let the world hear our voices...LET THE WORLD SINGS OUR SONG...LET WE THE WOMEN EMBRACE THE SAME THINKIN N CONCEPT..WORK TOGETHER AS ONE BODY N STRENGTH..TO REACH OUT TO THE SOCIETY,,...WE CAN DO IT!dis is my dream..my vision to b a politician in future...the road might b tough but i love challenges....I believe God will lead me the way .....LADIES N GENTLEMEN,the grassroots future is in our hands...this task is not as simple as flipping a burger ....is beyond ur imagination...save our country...

careena's greatest blog....

greatest?wau...sounds bit great ya...anyway jz normal piece of blog..althou these few days nothin big happenings ...but still feel like blogging...sharing my walks of life...my path ...sumtimes in life,we r playing the perfectionist role ...we want to b perfect but how r we to achieve tat flawless results?to b perfect is easy in words but in actionwise is kinda difficult...but wen we really achieve tat v level..i believe its a indeed the greatest compliment eva...to be perfect or to b great in everything we do...we mz first achieve wat we ourselves wanted to achieve..humanbeings love to compete wif one another .....as the competition arises...our level of perfection seems to decrease ..this might sound a bit perplexing but me myself fathom...yeah!for instance,my emcee partner JASON...he told me he wanted the emcee role to b perfect...of cz me myself wanted to b perfect as well...but first n foremost we ourselves hav to first ask ourselves...did we put in our greatest effort?if yes..only we demand the word PERFECT...if we ourselves havent reached tat v point...how can we aim to b perfect?JAson HE IS pretty nervous durin his turn to speak..den how he himself aim to b perfect?if he is steady enuf only he has the right to aim for perfection...or else pls belt up..I really aspire to hold a position in UTAR...at least i hav sum contributions to my own UNI....dis noon...after the end of the entire event...Alice n Hui Ying thanked me for helpin dem lots...actually i was jz playin a minor role..jz an emcee....throwing a few words..tats all..but im happy ...y?cz i have done my best in playing tat minor role...THE EMCEE...wateva we do....we must do it extraordinarily well....only we proceed to the level of being PERFECT....it will b great den!different ppl hav their own level of perfection...depend on individuals....i do hope wateva i do...i do it to the best for myself..not for anybody.....ME N ME ALONE...

emceessss

im the emcee for the mass call formal function....continuously for four days ahh...yesterday it was quite fun though it was pretty lethargic...everyone kip on praising my partner JASON handsome...oooh...to me he is jz an ordinary guy...the way he speaks din really impressed me...anyway happy to noe all of dem...tomorrow is my last day emceeing...hahahha..happy?NOPE..but tired...but these previous day i did enjoy my days in kampar...i hav a new friend his name call DOMINANCE..wau such a long cute name...he looks cute too...yeeling will b leaving kampar to PJ 2mrw..ya mis her but duno how to express in words..saying HEY GAL I MIS U...ya....miz her laughter n her noti noti noise ...contaminated the entire apartment..but without her voice...the house drown into the tranquil nite.......REST IN PEACE...RIP...but i believe all of us can accustom to it...hope so...I FINALLY OBTAINED MY FINAL results....i scored 3.8 for my CGPA...Thanks GOD for HIS strength for me...i can TELL U..without HIM...i would hav dead......i wont b tough to go thru the deepest sea n climb the highest mountain,,.....TX GOD....I will tell myself i will maintain it ...i have to work even smarter n harder in order to get better results.....CAREENA U MZ DO IT...only studies can uphold ur future.tats all lu...

normal usual dayssss

suddenly Ms Chan sent me email sayin tat the latest update regarding the emcee rehearsal defer to wed..haih...but i hav decided to go bk 2day....jz thinkin y m i still staying at home?i prefer bk to kampar at least i can hv my own privacy...jz to stay in my own room...i mis my baby bolster lehh....huggin it like huggin my darling hahah..weird rite...duno y wen im huggin it i feel the warmth in me...no worries...no distractions....my baby bolster is like my company...it accompanies me thru times of trouble n happiness....remember wen i was small...i used to hug it wen i was crying...TILL NOW STILL THE SAME...its there alwiz...ya..unlike the humanbeings...they cast me aside...they toy me around ...y not i mis my baby bolster rather than missin the unrelevant stuff which pestering me lots.....wat surprised me is...im gona brin bk the photos which i hv taken wif him....the gud memories will b carved in my heart forever....our hearts no longer there for each other.we r no longer feel each others touch...its like water vapour evaporate into the air.....untouchable feelings...my love for him will no longer exist so does him...his love for me no longer exist too...we r finished...y time seems to past so swiftly?y not jz pause for a while...let us b there jz for tat v moment...remembered durin last year's new year eve...we see fireworks near greentown...DO U NOE TAT V MOMENT IS MY HAPPIEST MOMENT WHICH I EVER HAD....AT NIGHT..we hug each other to lalaland.....n i did say...LOVE U VVVVV MUCH DEAR!HOW MUCH U LOVE ME?ANYWAY I DID LOVE HIM B4..at least i did love a person before....i stil keep those movie tickets which we both watched b4...hahha movies...yea mis the time wif him watchin movie....now all alone...ya..he is now watchin movie wif another girl..holdin her hands...touchin her lips...embracing her to his warm loving arms....telling her..BABE I LOVE U....ME?ahhahhah im jz a morone silly gurl hopin one day .....YA HOPE SHATTERED INTO PIECES..MY DREAMS VANISHED INTO THE AIR....ITS TIME to wake up...where is my alarm clock?

WORDS...

jz duno y my blog seems to b so unhapi all e time....DO U noe i was actually a v happy n cheerful gal wen i was a little kid...ya..but now no longer!there is no longer a smile on my face...my life gettin more perplexing..me myself dun even noe how to handle....jz go for it...my road ahead is tougher..i knew it..but wat to do?jz grin n bear it...b tenacious n continue....MY LIFE...HAIH...my life full of TWO COLOURS..BLACK N GREY.....hahaha nice cool colours rite..results cumin out dis wik lahh...nervous...but i did do my vvvvv best...ya i hav done my best!but me still scared...ya ahhahahahahaahaha!ya i love to LOL...LAUGH ....LAUGH...WATEVA u wan to do now....JZ DO IT...no regrets...U WAN TO laugh...jz laugh...U WAN TO cry...jz cry...JZ DO WAT U WANT MAN...DUN BOTHER WAT PPL THINK ABT U....SO DUN BLOCK MY WAY...I JZ DO WAT I WANT....i noe wat im doin....CAREENA NOES WAT SHE IS DOIN..TATS ALL

finally

2mrw i bk kampar lahh...hapi hapi..i hv gud nite sleep lu....jz now msn wif sis..she told me she saw him in pavillion....ENOUGH LAHH...HOW MANY TIMES I HEARD HIS NAME...i nid to let go this idiot...he is NO LONGER EXIST IN MY LIFE...MY life is jz...I WANT TO B HAPPY...I WANT..I WANT TO B CHEERFUL AHH....I WANT...ITS ENUF PAIN N SUFFER...IM SUFFOCATING IN PAIN.....WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?I CANT cry out loud..i cant tell ppl im sad...i cant tell my frenz im still holding him...gif me time lahh...im not an object....okok...!yo...he is no no no no no longer exist in MY LIFE.....U R OUT OF MY LIFE.....WAT BLOODLY SHIT U TOLD ME...LOVE ME?WATS LOVE?WATS MISS?OH TATS NOTHIN ANYMORE..........WATS DATING?HAHAAHAH COME ON....LOVE IS JZ U LOVE ME N I LOVE U... LOVE?IZIT TAT SIMPLE?WAU..U R TOO ADORABLE..WAKE UP MAN...there is NO LOVE IN DIS WORLD..LOVE IS JZ TEMPORARY,,...NO PERMANENT..Y LOVE?stop thinkin of guys lahh....stop thinkin of the person whom i crushed on....FINISHED!THEY dun even hv feelings towards me..wat for wasting my damn precious time thinkin of dem...they r useless...meaningless lahh..y not i play my own role.....study lahh....CAREENA U HAV TO STUDY TO GAIN WAT U WAN...ONLY EDUCATION CAN BRIN U TO GREATER HEIGHTS...I Sms him tot of calling him for movie...he said he nid to accompany his parents for dinner...ok fine..parents more important ..i understand...but pls dun tell me u will b by their side 4 the whole day rite?cant u jz cum out 4 a while?WATEVA LAHH...JZ XXXX lahh.....y nid to treat me like dis?Y EVERYTIME I TREAT PPL GUD..THEY TREAT ME BAD IN RETURN... YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?FREAK OUT LAHH...i GIF UP WIF ALL THESE STUPID STUFF.........SET ME FREE MANNNN