im insane

HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM DAMN FUCKING TIRED...A LOT OFS...EXAMSSSSS ASSIGNMENTSSSSSSSSS....EXAMS...ASSIGNMENTSSSSSS...EXAMSSS...YEA THIS IS MY LIFE.....I WANT TO SLEEP...I WANT TO EAT...I WANT TO LAUGH OUT REAL LOUD......IM DAMN RESTLESS NOW.......

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how to help myself?im scared...actually im cold now.....standing in th midst of the bewilderness....so cold.....so lonely....here is the place where im standing........HELP HELP HELP...call for help...but in vain......PLEASE PLEASE...I REALLY NID HELP.....IM SCARED IM SCARED.......I DUNO WAT TO SAY....ITS JZ SPEECHLESS...its jz restless...im falling....my tears like the torrential cascade downpour......come on......im a humanbeing.......careena Yeoh....u r not a hero..nor a robot......u r a normal human.....yesterday i dreamt my ex...i was totally down......i dun feel happy wen i reminisced the time we were together......love?everyday he is in my mind....but for him?the gurl whom is he is embracing now....no longer me.....is jz a dream......im no longer anyone...im alone....he is far....ya....HE IS FAR...me in him vanished.....it evaporated into the air....byeeeeee

help....im restless

these few wiks..im was totally like a dead fish...im truly n deeply tired....i cant find ways to unwind myself......i fall sick few times...ate panadols....gastric...ate gastric pills...now migraine...im truly stress this week...i really feel like killing myself....duno hu to tok to.....jz feel like crying...cry out loud...as loud as possible....a lot of assignments waiting for me to accomplish...its killing me...i barely able to breathe....this fri exam pulak.....where to seek help?where to call for rescue?careena u cant stop jz like tat...all ur efforts....all ur hardwork will be gone....thus u have to stand up,,..no matter how rocky the road is.,,,..after crying..u still .nid to move on.,..after the pain u have suffered u still have to move on.....there wont be fairy godmother...there wont be miracles...u r the one hu make miracles....how tired u r..no one will gona lend u a shoulder.....u Sick...go tik med...u pain..go seek ways to heal urself....u cry....use tissue to wipe away ur tears.....tired...go sleep.....hungry..go eat!this is life....hu r u gona wait?MOVE MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..RUN THE RACE......REACH THE VVVVV TOP......ACHIEVE UR GOAL......

careena ur dead

2day is a sunday...supposingly is a happy day for everyone...for me..im not at all..i would choose to stay in kampar..in my own intimate room..do u noe how cozy it is in ur own room..u can escape from stress from sadness from the things tat u supposed to face....i do hope i can cry out loud...in epo..again n again i think of my ex...BENG SOON!evryday do think of him..but cant say it out...duno hu to tell....i stood at salam the mamak....again i reminisced those days we were together...yea....jz now i received a call from my mates..they interviewed me by askin me a few ques...how u do u define love?for me LOVE is sumthin beautiful wen i was young..now NO MORE....love?i get love?ya family love...frenz love?love is sumthin which u cant guarantee...love is sumthin which u cant grabhold with...it will go....its jz a glimpse second...do u noe i hate to be alone?do u noe im a person hu really really nids care n hugs....but the truth is i dun hv...i hv to face it...n face it with boldness....the road is getting tougher..i will walk it with the courage which i hv now...MR LIONEL said tat my performance hv dropped...how sad wen i heard tat?i was totally startled...y?y?i nid to ask myself why?i hav to remain 3pointers and above...i HAVE TO...lots in my mind rite now....i hav to sort it out one by one....a lottt....uncountable..i will keep his word in my mind....MOVE ON...dear dear no matter how hard i will MOVE ON....I WILL...I PROMISE..I WONT DISTURB U....hope everythin goes well wif ur carrier n ur relationship wif ur gf!GOD BLESS U....take care will be missing u...is alwiz hard to find sumwan u really love...LIKE?LOVE A PERSON comprises a lot of things....do hope couples will cherish one another....compromise wif each other....there is alwiz a solution...if GOD does give me a chance to bk wif him,..I WILL SAY YES...i will run after him n gif him my deepest hug saying...DEAR I LOVE U..I WONT LET U GO...

im just hu m i...

im not superwoman...im not tough till as the concrete walls...im a humanbeing..!though im not as cute as gurls in my uni .IM A LADY IM A LADY

heheeh

2day is a v special day to me.....sometimes althou both couples look simple but their love impress me....their eyes...their tender care ...they r like in t...their own world...how do i hope hv a digi camera...take down every moment they hv now....the most important is the v moment now...they ...lovingly chatting...althou the gal kinda long-winded but he guy still listen to her...this really impress me......wen i c them happy....automatically i feel the elation in me...theeir smile..their laughter filled the air....can we take a photo?frenzz i LOVE YOU...HOPE BOTH OF U DO CHERISH EACH OTHER TILL U LEAVE UTAR.....CHERISH EACH OTHER TILL THE VVVV MOMENT....Muaksss

suddenly..

suddenly wen i was listening to Kenny G songs, my ex pops into my mind...tell the vvvvvvvv truth Careena still think of her ex...everyday he is already in his mind...his gf now bz with assignments....at his gf has sumwan to lean on...for me?hu do i lean on?his shoulders?can i just say Dear can u lend me jz 4 a while?hhaahahahaha nonsense.....im actually now doin my assignments but in really out of ideas...totally lost....he is probably now chatting wif his gf....hugging each other....